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| Suddenly, I feel like to write down what I feel recently. When I open the blog, I found I did something similar almost a year before.
Indeed, this is a year of fulfilment, in terms of school works.
Indeed, I am so disappointed, in terms of people, those so-called friends......
Now I realize, there are no many people you can called them friends, they are mere acquintance.
Indeed, some people are friends. But after awhile. I can just say they WERE my friends. It was a past tense.
I have made up my mind a couple months ago, I will passively de-friend with them. I will not contact them again. If they call me, I will reply out of courtesy.
I just remember that long time ago, a friend complain me that I didn't call back. That was a real slam in my face. I let down my friend.
No matter what, one thing I am sure is those people are not those who will stand by me when I am in need. Well, I will stand by them when they are in need. I am tired of that.
Indeed, people change and people will keep on letting each other down. This is true.
Yes, I was reminded one time - if I set my eyes on people, disappointment is the end.
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| Somehow, I just wonder if those people called "friend" is really friend. They are kind to me, simply because I can help them or they simply want some headcounts for their recital.
There is always disappointment in people. It is hard to make friends, harder to make good friends.........
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| Performance :
This Sat. 6.17.07
Memorial Drive
3:30 pm.
at Shout Stage
With NEC Gospel Choir
http://www.ci.cambridge.ma.us/CAC/community_river.html | | |
| This morning I have an idea before I got of bed. "Why don't I quit studying music education and go straight to jazz composition."
Actually, I have been taking course of both major for a while and I always think that I will finish with the education plus adding other writing courses myself.
When I first come to Berklee, I have never think of studying composition for I have never write seriously before. I don't how to write. But strangely, I am getting more and more interested to finding out the music itself and I am so excited to do the projects. It is so hard, but I learn a lot.
I did think of switching major before. But I still stick to the original with a resolution to taking extra class on writing.
This idea come back to me again this morning and I can't help but to talk with my brother for a long time.
Conclusion : Do what I love to do.
I don't know. I need one more day to think.
I need some idea.
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I went to a african dance class this afternoon in central square. Lots of fun.
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